Leave all your love and your longing behind. You can't carry it with you if you want to survive.

I need to get away from whatever is making me feel this way.

Like absolutely nothing. I don't want to do anything tomorrow.



But I will. I will wake up at 5:00 tomorrow morning and get dressed still half asleep. I will sit in the seat on the bus that the water drips on, and no one will warn me about it. I will talk to some "friends" but I wont be completely there.