So uncontrolably angry.

I think about how things have changed.
My mom is good at handling all the cliche teenage stuff I've been doing lately.
Because I bet she thought about it. And thought of what she would do if her kids ever did those things. But she never thought about anything else I would do. Not even when I was doing it. And I think that's why she got so angry. Why she always gets so angry. She knows that beating your kids will hurt them. But I don't think she knows what words do. Or at least she's never sat and thought about it. Never considered that maybe all that hatred is completely unnecessary.
There is just something inside her that makes her so uncontrollably angry.