You make me feel at home.

All I want to do is watch movies and listen to your heartbeat.
You're like a drug, making me forget everything else.
And I just need to lay my head down until everything stands still again.
Everything feels more like home when you're around.
You make me feel at home.

Fuck up

We fuck up and set bad examples.
But we always try to be there
when our little sisters need to talk.

Sometimes perfection can be, It can be perfect hell.

I hurt because I know better now.
So many songs I can't bring myself to listen to.
So many memories that could have been great.
I walked down our street alone tonight.
I'm 14 forever. I miss everything.
We will never be happy like that again.

You're welcome

The only time we hung out was to go to parties or talk about a party.
And she was stupid for getting caught.
But I was stupid to believe that we were actually friends.
After everything I did, everything I risked.
I cared about you, I took care of you after every long night.
Stopped her from making so many mistakes.
Did so many favors for nothing in return.
And after everything is over I must be the one who hurt you.
You're only sorry you got caught.
Not that you ruined everything for me after I risked everything for you.
I was the best friend you ever fucking had.
So you're welcome.

Ten thousand drunken kids in a field can’t be wrong, The Song must be beautiful or they wouldn't sing along

I am the biggest dissapointment.
Sometimes I wish I was one of those people who never made mistakes.
I have a friend like that, she always follows the rules. Always is in bed on time.
Always does everything perfectly. Never partied or lied or snuck around did anything "Bad".
And she's never been curious about anything, never wondered what it would be like to stay out all night, or try something her parents never allowed or break the rules.
At times like these I wish I could be like her. But I don't want to be 70 years old and wish I had broken some rules when I was younger. I dont want to wish that I had more fun or wonder what it would have been like. And the way I see it fucking up like this has taught me some stuff. It's taught me who my true friends are, when I need to apologize, and never to do anything like it again. I feel like shit and I'm taking care of it. And I'm going to feel shittier. But I deserve it. And I have to suck the poison out. Apologize. And I'm leaving you behind forever.

Differences

You lifted me up and pressed me against the wall
And with my legs wrapped around your waist, you kissed me.
And the water poured over us.
And it was supposed to be romantic.
One of those moments that give me butterflies in my stomach.
But it didn't.

I finally cried on the way home.
And I think it's because you ask so much of me.
I used to just lay on your chest and think I love you.
But last night I just layed there feeling tired and empty.
And you didn't know the difference.
That's all I would ask of you is to try and know the difference.