Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Bittersweet. As always.

How do you break up with someone who wont even bother talking to you?
Oh my petty teenage problems.
I'm glad I know what I deserve.
And this is not it.
Especially on my fucking birthday.

I am grateful for friends who make me fun-fetti birthday cakes.
For heaters on school buses. and phones.
For yearbooks and favorite songs and conversation and memories.
And inside jokes.
For long distance family and friends.
Patience and words and honesty.

I have felt a spectrum of emotions today.
And I sit here feeling.
I do what I have to.

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