New day, New year

well, to start off, Happy new year (:
my new year went okay. I had a sleepover with one of my best friends who i havent spent time with in forever.
I like how I use the word forever so easily. When really, the meaning of it is so much greater than how i say it. Maybe thats the way alot of people use it. And really, dont we just wish that forever was that simple?

I think I'm going to change my resolution this year to talk more, listen better, open up to people, dont over think it.
....let's see if I can remember that one...

I'm supposed to be watching my baby brother right now, but he's in the other room watching toy story 2 and wont have anything to do with me. I'm kind of happy that I had to watch him though. It got me awake at a decent hour, and at least I'm doing something.

new years eve, I was thinking so much about my friends parents. Probably because my best friend's parents drove me to a new years party that we were all going to. And I forgot what it was like to be in a car with a happily married couple. They talked so easily with eachother. They just fit together. And I realized that caitlin had no idea what I would give to grow up with her parents. And that she has no idea how lucky she is. And it was so nice to hear them talking about old stories from when they were dating.
I think I'm starting to believe in love.
I cant honestly say that I've been In love.

What's your definition of love?
What do you think it is?

Answer me in a comment?
I'm open for anything and anyone, honestly.